Evening world... I'm still in school. 5 hours straight spent in front of a computer... I'm starting to drool and become stupid.. hahaha... Going for soccer later. At least it'll take my mind off her.

I've made up my mind to have faith that God will give me the desires of my heart. I'm just gonna trust Him that we'll get back together someday. I'm not gonna swim around in confusion anymore. Enough of wondering whether she'll still love me or she even cares. Enough of worrying. Enough of hoping for a sign or some kind of response. ENOUGH!!!!

I'm putting my trust in Him... He'll make a way. And I'm not gonna change my mind no matter what people say... I'm not going to change my mind till He tells me something... I've asked Him over and over whether she'll come back. His reply is always, "Trust Me." Well, I will trust Him... I'm trusting Him in this way. I will NOT feel disappointed when things seem to go wrong. I will NOT doubt Him. I will NOT be overcome by darkness. I'm gonna claim the promises that I've heard from Him. If they're wrong, He'll tell me. If my dad was wrong, He'll tell him... I'm just going to believe. Praise God for His blessings! Thank God for His provision.